Have you ever wondered why me, why all these, what is happening to me? How did this happen, who is behind all my woes, is God really going to answer me? Or have you ever felt strange even when something good happens to you, have you experienced fear with chills running through your spin?
Are there moments in your life when goose pimples comes over you, you stop in your tracks and feel that evil is lurking around? Maybe you have felt betrayed, accused of something that you are innocent of, despised by those you love. Have you ever had someone you care about fighting to take you down, have you ever experienced shame, felt different and don't seem to fit in, have you being lonely but yet not alone? Or feel like telling everybody to shut up, you have a lot people around you and yet you feel so lonely, you have a lot to say but none to speak to even with friends all around you? No trust, can't find anyone worth believing, there might have even being a time when every good thing that comes your way get diverted and stopped from getting to you, you see it but you can't get hold of it. You work hard but yet feel like a loser, are there times when failure seems imminent, danger looks certain and you are almost down to defeat? But there must have being good times too, when you feel invincible, probably the most happiest person on earth. Times when you looked fear in the eyes and said bring it on, I can do all things, those things when you feel like God loves you most. Aren't there times when you loved without expecting nothing, not even to be loved back. Times when you want to give and give and give, not worried about receiving, times when you just can't stop believing. Those times when everyone seem to love you, when not even the devil could hurt you, when you went about doing your things without fear. Those superhuman moments in your life when you felt good about everything, spoke good in any situation, acted right even when you didn't feel like it? But there are times when you felt vulnerable, insecure, inaccessible and limited. Then remember when you felt undeterred, unmoved, limitless and free, or even when you felt used, abused and misused. When people looked down on you, misunderstood you and treated you like a piece of rag, when those you respected, disrespected you, mocked you and laughed at you. This I call balance, it is the balance in life that let's us know that we are humans and none is God or even superhuman. This is the vacuum that leads us to search for higher understanding and fulfillment, the desire to seek our Maker, the zeal to strengthen our weakness, the pursuit of the unknown and the recognition of our limitations. None of this is a bad thing depending on ones attitude towards life and one's understanding of what life is. In fact the bad things that happen in our lives could be the sign of the greater things to come or even a signal that we are destined for greater things in life. It is mostly those that have being through a lot in life that gain a lot from life. The essence of living is to make positive impact, add to the value of life, your life or other people's life. To make the best out of every situation, to convert our pains to gains, see light when or where darkness abounds, to keep hope alive and never stop believing. To rise from self pity, reject from defeat and shake off the dust of failure. To cry but never to stop trying, to be heart broken but to never to stop loving, to see the good in every situation, and to be the best regardless of the oppositions. Remember that no matter how small your light is, it must shine and to shine is to be seen, don't let the fear of failure stop you from trying and never let your past steal away your future. Neither should you let your hurt stop your love and to be loved. Worries are nothing but a waste of time, fear a destiny killer, learn from your past but never dwell in it. I am weak but I am made strong, I am me and that is why I must have to push on and move on. Our paths in life might be lonely but we are never alone, our journeys might be long but it won't be too long before we get there. Keep the faith, live in hope, sing songs of joy and remind yourself that it won't rain forever, never will it be dark for ever. The sun will soon shine, and our days will be bright again, look at the brighter side of life, see the beauty of who you are. Tell the devil he lied, smile and lively up your lives. Christ is King and to live in Him is the pride of life. Sing some songs of joy, sing some songs of joy, believe this, you will make it in life but only if you believe and keep your hopes alive. Faith is the tool for possibilities. Klynch